I am thinking what I would be doing now had I not found Christ. I'd definitely try to make more money, pursue my hobbies or looking for other ways to keep myself happy. I would probably travel more, buy more expensive stuff... all part of enjoying the world as much as I can while I am alive. In sum, I would be concentrating on things of this world while my health is still holding out. I may look for some religion to believe in, but I don't believe that I would find anything so satisfactory and fulfilling as Christianity, now that I know what it's all about. Would I be truly happy then? Definitely not, now that I've tasted the sweetness of Christ. There is no "good old days" for me.