Yesterday I posted that I felt that I was ready to go to Christ. Today, I started examining my motivation during morning prayer. Yes, the yearning was there because I love the Lord, then I also detected that deep down there was the desire to escape from some of the things that were somewhat bothersome to me right now. So I realized that my motivation wasn't that pure. The yearning can continue, but Jesus wants me to deal with all problems head-on with his help and not to want to run away from any of them.