Perfect Your Love

        Jesus wants us to always forgive others ~ to forgive is to love. If you don't get along with someone, possibly a member of your own family, don't expect the person to change to meet exactly your expectations. Instead, accept and keep loving him or her as is. This is the way of Jesus, the right and best approach. Let your example convert others. Remember that Jesus wants us to be perfect as our heavenly Father is perfect.

Only One We Need

        Communion experience. The Lord entered me. He fulfilled all my desire; now I could let everything else go. 

Most Beautiful Call

        In today's Gospel reading from Mark 2 at Mass, Jesus passed by and saw Levi, son of Alphaeus, sitting at the customs post. He said to him, “Follow me.” And Levi got up and followed Jesus. I consider "Follow me" to be one most beautiful and honorable call from the Lord. If you hear that, you know you've been chosen and your name is written in heaven. Time to rejoice!

No Justifying Our Own Deeds

        In Matthew 7, we have Jesus saying to his disciples: "Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord, Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only the one who does the will of my Father in heaven. Many will say to me on that day, 'Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name? Did we not drive out demons in your name? Did we not do mighty deeds in your name?' Then I will declare to them solemnly, 'I never knew you. Depart from me, you evildoers.'" It is obvious that we should not ever try to justify ourselves before God, for doing so amounts to letting him know that he doesn't know everything about us! Begging for mercy is OK, but not telling him how to judge. The time to prepare for entering the kingdom of heaven is now so that we may anticipate the arrival of that day with joy. 

Pestering the Lord

        We heard the healing of a paralytic read in today's Gospel reading from Mark 2. Jesus returned to Capernaum and it became known that he was at home. Many gathered together so that there was no longer room for them, not even around the door, to hear him preach the word to them. Then there came a paralytic carried by four men. Unable to get near Jesus because of the crowd, they opened up the roof above him. After they had broken through, they let down the mat on which the paralytic was lying. When Jesus saw their faith, he forgave the sins of the paralytic and also healed him. I see that seeking out Jesus, going after him, yearning for him . . . they are all signs of faith. And the Lord does not mind at all that we "pester" him if we genuinely believe in him. As you know, we are never polite to those we deem close to us.

Up to Us

        The love of God for us will never change. Do we accept his love or reject it? It's like the key for opening the door to heaven is being offered to us and we either take it or leave it alone. The ball is in our court.

Calling for More Sheep

        Jesus calls his disciples his sheep who follow him as their shepherd. On Judgment Day, he'll be separating the goats from the sheep. Let's be his sheep now to be the sheep on Judgment Day.

Urgent Reminder

        I caught a little bit on NPR that once a deadly virus wiped out some 20,000 people in some country. I thought of the recent tsunamis and other devastating natural disasters that took so many lives. Now the wars and terrorist attacks again cause unexpected deaths everywhere. The insecurity of life is obvious. All the more we need to go to and follow Christ the Savior to get our eternal life secured.

View Our Solar System

        Here are striking views of our solar system as seen from space. What amazes me is that the sun, the moon, and all the planets are all so round. The link: http://www.bbc.com/news/science-environment-35292518.

Open and Ready

        Communion experience. It's a beautiful feeling to be open to the Lord and ready for what he has to say.

To Have Life Abundantly

        There is only one true creator, and that's God, for all things are created by him. A creator is one who can cause things to come into being, while as creatures we can only make new things out of existing things. Naturally, God is the creator of all life and can even make our lives eternally blissful. In John 10.10, Jesus says, "I have come that they may have life and have it abundantly."

Spiritual Progress

        It must be 60 years ago when I first read about the Albanian nun who went to India to devote herself to serving the sick and poor, the dying and the destitute. And that was, of course, Mother Teresa. I was impressed but wondered why anyone would want to do something like that ~ I really did not know God then yet. Later, even after I became a Catholic, I picked up Thomas Kempis' book The Imitation of Christ and found the writing beautiful but way beyond me, too extreme. I was still too much of the world. Of course, I am happy now that I understand how God can call someone and make him or her do the seemingly impossible or inspire someone to the extreme. In those early days, it was I who was not completely with God and got left behind. We are really supposed to be with God at all times for him to make all things possible.     

Beyond Criticism

        Criticizing others is easy and there are plenty of Christians and non-Christians who criticize Jesus or God. These people are not obviously with God yet; for God, being wise and omnipotent, is perfect. The only alternative for us is to submit ourselves to him ~ only being in harmony with our creator can we attain inner peace and spiritual freedom.

Worst possible feeling

        We feel bad if no one appreciates us or we lose the winning lottery ticket or a loved one dies or we fail to pass a test ... ~ there are a millions things that can sadden us. But there is no feeling worse than knowing that you are a lost soul, for the consequences can be grave. It follows that there is no better feeling than knowing that you have been saved through the mercy of God and are heaven bound.

Christ Admired

        The chaos of the world made me admire Christ even more, for his teachings expose the evils of the world, putting it to great shame.

Prayers Analyzed

        God hears all our prayers whether we are saints or sinners. How he responds to us is dependent upon how sincere and earnest we are in saying the prayers.

Faith Analyzed

        In today's Gospel reading from Mark 1, Jesus commanded an unclean spirit to come out of a man, and the spirit convulsed the man and with a loud cry came out of him. I am thinking that the Lord does not command us in such a way, for he wants us to exercise our free will to listen to him so that we may have faith. In other words, faith is necessary for us to know God, and it is brought forth by an act of our free will.

Reality of Eternity

        Eternity is real, for if not, with a beginning and an end God cannot exist. We die and it's over and there would be no soul everlasting and thus no salvation to speak of. That eternity is reality makes life meaningful,  prompting us to seek the eternal God.

How to Connect With God

        Simple ~ just pour your heart out to him, crying out to tell him everything that's in your heart. This in effect breaks down any barrier between you and God, because it shows that you trust in him enough to share all your "secrets" with him. In fact, constant pouring your heart out to God is a sign that you are in union with him.        

Fool's Dream

        The U.S. Powerball lottery jackpot has grown to an estimated $1.3 billion. The next drawing is just three days away. Despite the fact that the odds of winning this largest lottery prize in U.S. history have already reached 1 in 292.2 million, people continue to buy tickets, dreaming about how they would spend the money should they win. Well, good luck to all. Records show that almost 1/3 of past lottery winners went bankrupt. Suicide, murder, robbery, drug abuse, and legal battles have all happened to the various winners. Personally, I'd rather quietly store up treasures in heaven, not even dreaming about how happy I'll be up there.

Most Grateful

        Today I am grateful that God has given me eyes to see, ears to hear, and even my teeth properly shaped to help me consume the food I need or enjoy. Most of all, I am grateful that he has given my heart the capability of feeling his Fatherly love.

My Best Friend

        Communion time thoughts. If someone saved my life, I would be most grateful and consider him or her to be my best friend. Now Jesus saves me from eternal damnation! Naturally, I should be most grateful and make him my best friend for all eternity.

Ultimate Abandonment

        In today's Gospel reading from John 3, John the Baptist told his disciples that the Christ had come after him and added, "He must increase; I must decrease." Indeed, we must let Christ increase to 100% and ourselves decrease to zero. This is abandoning ourselves to God, letting God have his way. To be able to let God do whatever he wants with us is to be free indeed.   

Honesty Best Policy

        Since God reads our hearts, we'd better be completely honest with him, for he hates hypocrisy. It follows that we should always be genuine to others as well. [This posting is prompted by the false joy and front displayed on many TV shows and in numerous TV commercials.]

Take Jesus Seriously

        Today's Communion antiphon, 1 John 4.9: By this the love of God was revealed to us: God sent his Only Begotten Son into the world, so that we might have life through him. So either the Son of God came into the world or didn't ~ we can not afford not to look into this. The Apostles of Jesus were ordinarily folks like many of us. They saw and believed. If I were with them and witnessed all the miracles Jesus performed, heard him teach with great authority, and saw how much compassion he had for all, I would have wanted to follow him. His transfiguration on Mt. Tabor alone would have convinced me of his divinity. Do not let the fact that Jesus came 2000 years ago make you think that he belongs to the past. If he is God, he will certainly be relevant to us for all eternity.

Jesus Is God.

       You can tell if a conduct is proper or not by seeing what would happen if everybody behaves like that. Jesus gave us the commandment to love our neighbor as ourselves, more specifically to love our enemies, not judge but always forgive others. If everyone follows this teaching, the world would have instant peace and utopia. To me, this "proves" that Jesus taught the truth. Since he also practiced what he preached by dying on the cross, demonstrating the greatest possible love for us, he is clearly God.

To Be Steady and Reliable

        God is the same yesterday, today, and for ever. We are the unsteady ones who at times believe, disbelieve, sin, repent, accept God, reject God, look for him, hide from him ~ exercising our free will at will. How can we possibly trust ourselves? Let God be our anchor so that we may become steady and reliable. 

Live and Trust

        I finally got back home yesterday and plan to resume attending daily Mass tomorrow. As I mentioned earlier, I suffered a cold the last 8 or so of the 11 days I was away. As a result, I pretty much spent all my sick days in my room in order not to give the cold to anyone else in the apartment. My laptop kept me company and made it possible for me to continue blogging. I did plan on meeting an old friend whose health was failing and we both believed that it might be our last chance to see each other. Since I got sick, we ended up just talking over the phone. This trip took me from the West Coast to the East. Long flights are always tiring with waitings at the airports and being cooped up in a tight seat for long hours, especially if you also have to catch a flight or arrive at some ungodly hour (coming home, I had to leave for the airport at 4:30 am.) Winter traveling also increases the chances of catching the flu, cold, or a virus. My wife and I went on the trip for family reasons. I wasn't sure I should go and prayed about it. Then some friend called us out of the blue and advised that we go. So we did. Looking back, it doesn't seem that I had accomplished much, but this really shouldn't be my concern. God always lead us on and good will come out of it somehow. What we go through is all part of the journey. "Live to trust and trust to live" makes a good motto.

Please Do Not Ask

        It is now politically incorrect to pray, display nativity scenes, talk about God . . . in public. Religious freedom is under attack. If you think that this is correct, then please do not question where God is when disasters strike. 

Direct Illumination

        Jesus dwells in the heart of anyone in union with him. Therefore, when you are in union with the Lord, he directly illuminates your heart for understanding his ways that no human teacher can possibly accomplish.

Mystery of Faith

        I still have many questions for God. What is this gift of faith? Were we who follow the Son of God specifically chosen and given to him by the Father (read John 6.37, 39)? How does God influence the free will of an individual? Why do some seem to be born with faith and others have a hard time believing in the same God? You pray hard and long for someone and nothing happens ~ how come? Indeed, how faith comes about is a great mystery! I choose not to question but to trust in God fully, for it is not for a finite, wretched creature like me to doubt the loving Father who has already revealed his great love for us with amazing clarity.  

A Hindu Lesson

        On this New Year's Day, the Solemnity of the Blessed Virgin Mary, Mother of God, I attended the noon Mass at a local church just a block away. Since I still had not completely gotten over my cold yet, after I got back, I continued to rest in bed. In checking out BBC News on my laptop, I came across this travel article "India's Chaotic Lesson in Letting Go" by Eric Weiner. The author learned to live with no expectations in India to avoid being disappointed or feeling frustrated, as he realized that India was not going to bend to him. From Bagavad Gita, the Hindu holy text, he quotes what Lord Krishna says to Arjun, in effect: Give 100% effort to the task at hand but have precisely 0% invested in the outcome. The Christian who wants to trust in God fully can surely adopt this advice in abandoning himself to God. [You can read Weiner's interesting story here: http://www.bbc.com/travel/story/20150901-indias-chaotic-lesson-in-letting-go.]

Year-End Thoughts

      2016 is just a few hours away. For me, every moment of this year has been good. I feel that the Lord is teaching me using less words, now that I am a better learner. Final thoughts: one can be a good person in every way, but without Christ his life is just not complete, for it is through Christ that we get to return to my eternal Father for good. A blessed and safe New Year to all!

Consider Hell

        It's New Year's Eve. Why should I bring up hell? It so happens that I have caught a bad cold despite the great precaution I took against catching any germs. I first felt it in the throat, then the nose, and finally started coughing. Feeling miserable, I thought about the misery of hell. What's worst is the longevity of suffering in hell, for it never ends. If there are good and evil, and God and Satan, then there has to be heaven and hell. Jesus himself mentioned the place of damnation about a dozen times in the Gospels. The awareness that horrible hell exists could help people turn to God. The world is in such a bad shape that applying a shock treatment may do much good. Besides, doing our best to save as many people as possible from ending up in hell makes a good resolution for the New Year.

God's Beauty

      There is much beauty for us to see, hear, and enjoy in the world, but all such beauty pales next to the heavenly beauty of God. Then if we do sense the beauty of God, the beauty we sense in this world is enhanced because we see that it all came from God.

Christians' Unique Joy

        They have Christ the Lord and God of all to live and die for.

Heartbreaking

        I am now in a big city away from home. This morning I attended Mass at a local church on the Feast of the Holy Family of Jesus, Mary and Joseph. My heart almost reached the breaking point when I thought about the many families, my own included, that are divided. All family members should be close together, yet great separation exists because not all believe in Christ. This is heartbreaking for those who already believe in the Lord. God is now even more my refuge.

Living the Genuine Life

        There is the inner life and the outer life. Normally, the inner life is the secret one known to ourselves (and God) only and the outer life, the one we live for others to see. In other words, we lead a double life, hiding our inner life behind the outer one. But we can let God put our inner life in order, thus eliminating the need for presenting a false front. The result is living one honest, genuine life, not ashamed for all to witness.

Staying Afloat

        You can let your ego keep you afloat. When it gets punctured inevitably, you fall hard and hurt badly. Or you can let the Holy Spirit keep you afloat, with him lifting you up high heavenwards with no risk of falling or getting hurt. 

Christmas Blessing

        What a beautiful way to live! We let the love of God be our love for him. Then we let this love motivate everything we do and we are connected with God and remain in profound peace. All this is nothing new, but the Holy Spirit made me see and feel this as if I was hearing it for the first time. This was my Christmas blessing.

Sin and Mercy in Balance

        Christmas deepens my joy. Jesus is our Savior, precisely what mankind needs, yet so many of us do not recognize his coming. Then I realize that indeed we are born with original sin, and that God is balancing it with his infinite mercy. The good news is that we can easily tip this balance by our free choice. 

All About Life

        Communion time thoughts. We were born and we die. Life and death are unavoidable realities. Jesus says, "Whoever wishes to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will save it." He reveals to us what we need to know about life with no mention of physical death. It's enough to see that if we live for him, we shall always have life with him.        

Freedom of Worship

        God loves us and nothing can possibly separate us from this love (see Romans 8.38-39). Know also that when God sets us free, we are given the freedom to worship him without fear, and no one has the right to take that away from us.

All About Trust

        When we pray for something, we are to have faith that God hears us and will answer us. We cannot strength our faith by forcing ourselves to believe harder. On the contrary, we should relax and put my trust in God, that is, we should abandon ourselves to God. In this way, trust builds up faith and is in turn manifested by faith. We all know the Divine Mercy message from Jesus: "Jesus, I trust in you." So it should be trust, trust, trust . . . through our whole life without one single worry.

Essential Sacrament

        Communion experience. The Holy Eucharist assured me that God is with me. It also validates our oneness with God. It's impossible for me to imagine union with God without the Blessed Sacrament.

Letting God In

        Today's Communion antiphon, Revelation 3.20: Behold, I stand at the door and knock: if anyone hears my voice and opens the door to me, I will enter his house and dine with him, and he with me. This post segues nicely from the previous one. The key phrase in the above verse is "open the door to me." If you are attentive, you'd hear the Lord speaking constantly to us. If we would only open the door after hearing each knock, our life would change completely. Again, humility and submission are required for it to happen.

Not Ready for God

          There are people who know about God, yet they do not want to hear about him because any mention of God makes them feel uncomfortable. Sometimes they even react violently as if they were being attacked. What they fail to realize is that running away from God indicates their even greater need for God! It's the same old case of wanting to be your own god. Salvation will come only when we realize that there is only one Lord and God and that we must move aside and submit ourselves to him alone. Simple theory, but most difficult for some to put into practice.

Life Worth Living

        Even though the world is in complete chaos and disorder, the Christian remains hopeful, knowing that everything will work out and be squared away in the end and God's justice will prevail. This makes life worth living.

Understanding Misunderstanding

          Do not feel bad if others misunderstand you when you try to show them God's love, for no one except God is capable of understanding us completely. The Prayer of St. Francis teaches that it's better to seek to understand than to be understood. Everyone will be held accountable for his doings before God. Therefore, focus upon loving God and cast all other cares to the wind.

Praying for All

        We are all loved by God the same, since you cannot measure an infinite love. Therefore, pray hard for the salvation of all souls. This means not being attached to anyone in particular. Rather, pray more for those who have most need of God's mercy.