I've been feeling happy because I realize that I don't need to hide in any darkness ~ I'll just let the purifying light of God shine upon me, revealing all the specks in me and then removing all of them so that I may be made clean. Being clean is a great feeling, then I must remember that the goal must be to make God the Father feel good, not me. I should feel good only when he feels good.
At morning Mass, I wanted to prostrate myself before the mercy of God, letting him take over, taking complete care of me. Again, good feeling for both of us.