Belonging to God

        Communion experience. After receiving the Holy Eucharist, I wanted the Lord to pulverize (vaporize is even better) any hard part or particle that's still in me so that I may be his completely. 

God's Serious Invitation

        Today is the Memorial of the Queenship of the Blessed Virgin Mary. In the Gospel reading from Matthew 22, Jesus likens the kingdom of heaven to a king who gave a wedding feast for his son. Not only those invited should accept the invitation, but also attend the feast properly dressed. Those who did not take the invitation seriously were cast into darkness. Conclusion (also present day fact): "Many are invited, but few are chosen." It helps to see that God's invitation, his call, to us is for us to become his chosen ones. 

Can't Do God's Will on Our Own

       In John.15 Jesus says: "I am the vine, you are the branches. ... without me you can do nothing." In John 5.19, Jesus says to the Jews, "Amen, amen, I say to you, a son cannot do anything on his own, but only what he sees his father doing; for what he does, his son will do also." Again, in John 5.32, he says, "I cannot do anything on my own; I judge as I hear, and my judgment is just, because I do not seek my own will but the will of the one who sent me." I looked up these quotes after the Lord made me see that I cannot do his will without him doing it through me! I must first clearly know what his will is, otherwise he will not be with me in my doing. It was a big realization and I was uplifted.

Life Is like a Dream

        The older one gets, the more the past seems like a dream. Like all dreams, life comes to an end. One who lives just for himself is often concerned about leaving a legacy, or may enjoy living his life as in a meaningless dream. For one who seeks and knows God, he lives for the reality that comes after his "dream life." 

In God We Forget

      Today is the Memorial of Saint Pius X, Pope. The Gospel parable came from Matthew 20. Jesus told the disciples that the Kingdom of God is like a landowner who hired laborers for his vineyard all day long. Some started working early in the morning, some later in the morning, some at noon, some after noon, and some in the last hour. In the evening, all received the same pay. Naturally, the ones hired earlier grumbled and one of them questioned the landowner. And he replied, "My friend, I am not cheating you. Did you not agree with me for the usual daily wage? Take what is yours and go. What if I wish to give this last one the same as you? Or am I not free to do as I wish with my money? Are you envious because I am generous?"

          The lesson here is that I must not compare myself with others nor let anything about others bother me. I am to be happy with all what the Lord has given me ~ I already have him who awaits me in heaven! Yes, in God, I can forget everything else.

How Many Times a Fool?

        In the parable of the rich fool in Luke 12, the rich man stored up treasures for himself and God said to him, "You fool, this night your life will be demanded of you; and the things your have prepared, to whom will they belong?" Being called a fool by God is much worse than being called a fool called by another fellow human. I wonder how many times the Lord has so called me when I wasn't even paying attention. Probably innumerable times as one can be foolish in so many ways!

Vows for the Laity

        We the laity can too follow poverty, chastity, and obedience ~ the vows of the religious. For us, poverty is detachment from all material goods; chastity, keeping a pure heart and, for the married couples, also faithfulness; obedience, obeying the Holy Father on earth and the Heavenly Father in heaven.

God's Love Ever Present

        Today is the Memorial of St. Bernard. Communion antiphon, John 15.9, reads: As the Father loves me, so I also love you; remain in my love, says the Lord. After receiving Holy Communion, I wanted to remain in Jesus' love. I felt that nothing could possibly prevent that ~ I could be sick, imprisoned, constrained in any other way, then I wanted to be in his love and there I was.

The Humble Way

         The home is a good testing ground for our humility. If I can remain humble enough so that I do not provoke anyone else in the household, I'm doing OK. For those who live alone, try not to provoke yourself and lose peace. Remaining humble is the way of Christ. It is the correct way because if everyone practices it, there'll be peace in the world.

Another Challenge from Jesus

        Jesus wants us to put him first in our lives and follow him alone. He challenges here again. He must be either the most selfish person there is, asking for the absurd, or he is God, asking for what he rightly deserves. We must decide.

Inspired by Pope Francis

        Pope Francis' humble acts have been refreshing and inspiring. To follow his example, we should also once in a while step out of our comfort zone and do something out of the ordinary for the glory of God. This should spice up our spiritual journey.

It's My Ego!

        I've said in the past that I don't think of myself as either a liberal or a conservative ~ I only care about if I am following Jesus or not. (Actually, Jesus was quite a radical in his time.) I must admit that before I knew Jesus, I was quite liberal in my views. I never seriously considered if abortion is right or wrong ~ the right for a woman to do whatever she wants with her body sounded fine to me. Divorce was OK too ~ if one can't get along with his or her spouse, why not try again with someone else? Reflecting back, I see that it was my own ego that lead me to form my "naive" views ~ I wanted to "liberate" everyone! Was I willing to carry any cross myself? No! It was after knowing God personally that I began to see how my ego had blinded me from knowing God and from ever considering seriously if my choice was right or wrong ~ definitely not good old days for me.

To Be Completely Free

        Communion experience. The Lord made me see clearly that the ego imprisons us. And God cannot dwell in one who still wishes to remain in his own prison. When you leave the ego and let God completely fill you, you become completely free.   

Blazing for God's Glory

        In today's Gospel reading from Luke 12, Jesus said at the beginning to his disciples, "I have come to set the earth on fire, and how I wish it were already blazing!" To me, this is the fire that's going to purify us to make us fit for his kingdom. This is the fire the soul desperately needs to be renewed and transformed. The burning may be painful, but ultimately sweet. Lord, set us all ablaze for your great glory!

God, Everlasting & Our Answer

      Scientists have been trying hard to figure out how the universe got started. Here's my simple consideration of all the possibilities.

       (1) There was absolutely nothing, not even the space the universe exists in, then the universe came into being. Something coming into existence from nothingness ~ this is only possible if God had been there. (2) Space has always been in existence and the stuff the universe is made of came into being later. Mind you, even if space is all empty and invisible to us, it is something that is a reality. Again, it points to the existence of God, the creator. (3) The stuff the universe is made of has always existed. In that case, there wasn't a beginning to speak of. This would be totally beyond the understanding of man, but becomes completely logical if you believe that God has always existed. 

        When the Lord gave his name as I AM in the Scriptures, he revealed his everlasting existence. And he became the logical answer to all our questions.

Ego, Our Real Enemy

        Disasters are either caused by nature or man. I scan the news online today and can state without exception that all the man-caused turmoils, disorders, chaos, and tragedies can be traced to the presence of man's ego. Ego blocks out humility, endangering the soul. Jesus is characterized by the total lack of ego. One cannot love perfectly nor experience peace as long as his ego lives. In today's Gospel reading at Mass from Luke 12, Jesus told his disciples that he had not come to establish peace, but rather division ~ division as a result of the existence of egos. Jesus got killed for that same reason. Since the existence of egos is a reality, we who follow the Lord can expect to face division and consequently bear many crosses. To make our journey easier, we must first get rid of our own egos.     

God Seeking Union

        During Liturgy of the Eucharist at morning Mass, again the Lord transformed the bread and wine into his own body and blood. When I received the Holy Eucharist, I sensed the most intimate bond God was forming with me whom he loves ~ he is the one seeking union with me! Let's always say yes to him.

Union Unique & Supernatural

        In union with God, one becomes Christlike. It's impossible to achieve such union with another human being. Marriage unites a man and a woman, but the two are still basically different individuals. Only God can transform us to be like him. Therefore, union with God is unique and supernatural.