On Feeling Good

        If you feel good when you know that you look good to others in or out of clothes, have won honors and earned higher degrees, or possess good health and great wealth, then you must be a pretty vain person.  Whatever pleasure you derive from such satisfaction only feeds the ego and is therefore superficial and short-lived.  By contrast, the hidden joy you feel when you humbly serve the Lord is pure and deep, permanently affecting the soul.

Most Wonderful Offering

          One person prays for a job and he's offered one.  Another prays for healing and gets well speedily.  These are all wonderful happenings.  But the most wonderful of all to me is that when a sinner prays to become holy, God transforms him or her into a saint.  In all cases, God shows his love for us and hopes to draw us closer to him; but in the last, he is most pleased because instead of asking to receive something, the sinner offers himself to God for his glory ~ meeting him halfway, you could say.  God's love for us deserves our all.

To Get Closer to God

        If you yearn for God, the only way to get closer to him is to love him more and he will draw you to him ~ most satisfying and rewarding.

Faith Leads to Beauty of God

        The more your faith deepens, the more you see the beauty of God.  This is somewhat like a spelunker exploring a cave ~ the deeper he enters the cave, the more it opens up before him a new, more beautiful world. 

Holy Eucharist, the Most High

        Today's Communion verse is from Matthew 28.20: "I, the Lord, am with you always, until the end of the world."  To me, the Holy Eucharist Jesus instituted for us confirms this promise in a special way.  The Holy Eucharist is the bread of life, the Lord himself, the greatest gift he has left us, so special, so extraordinary, a treasure beyond measure...  When I receive the Holy Eucharist, not only Jesus touches me, we become one.  This gift is absolutely necessary to attain full union with the Lord.  I shall extol and exalt it as long as I am still breathing.

Living a Life of Love

        In today's Gospel reading from Mark 10, Jesus makes it clear that anyone who gives up everything to follow him will receive a hundred times more in this life and eternal life in the next.  Basically, I see that Jesus wants us to to love him, to experience his love, to be filled with his love.  Our whole life then should be one fully immersed in the love of God. 

To Take on the Heart & Mind of Christ

        On the way to morning Mass, I felt that I wanted to pray like Jesus.  He is completely intimate with the Father (they are one) and always asked for the will of the Father to be done.  Then I thought that I wanted to think like Jesus and feel like Jesus too.  It's clear that union with Christ will bring about these desired changes.

Back to Abandonment in God

        The other day I had a chance to urge someone to come back to the Church.  I began well; but gradually, because of my zeal, I started swamping him with too many words.  The lesson I learned is that even with zeal, I should always follow the Holy Spirit and not take over his lead.  And I must always leave the outcome to him so that my zeal may not get out of bounds.  It's back to abandoning myself to God.  

To Achieve True Freedom

        Today's Entrance at Mass from Psalm 18: "The Lord has been my strength; he has led me into freedom..."  

        How to be truly free?  Anyone in slavery himself has no power to free himself.  It's like trying to lift yourself up by pulling on your own boot straps.  He needs someone greater than himself, a master, to free him.  And that master is God, with whom nothing is impossible.  It is in letting ourselves be captives of God that we become free ~ one of those paradoxes that are true.      

On Expecting to Be Rewarded

        If you expect to be rewarded for what you do, you'll surely have disappointments; but if you do not expect any reward for what you do, then you'll be free to enjoy whatever surprises coming your way. 

        A footnote.  Do everything for the glory of God and you'll always be rewarded. 

All in Your Hands

        I was inspired to pray "all in your hands" before Mass.  Believe it, desire it, and submit to it, and freedom begins.

Living by Faith

        I prefer living by faith in this life because the joy of seeing the Lord face-to-face later will be greater.

We're Living on Borrowed Time

        Photography used to be my hobby and I thought of the many hours I spent in the darkroom.  When I was deeply immersed in developing and printing pictures, I didn't think of anything else.  I was fortunate that I survived those hours ~ what I mean is that I didn't die or anything like that happened during those hours; for life is so unpredictable and fragile.  As if to confirm my belief, yesterday out of the blue an electric outage occurred in my neighborhood ~ the storm did it.  The power was not restored until 24 hours later.  I am now keenly aware that we are all living on borrowed time.  Only God knows the length of each individual borrowing period.  Not making good use of this time is like not reading a book we have borrowed from the library, and that's wasting time.  Jesus' advice on always staying awake and be alert is to be acted upon.

Yearning for God

        At the beginning, you yearn for something to fill the void in your heart, to make life meaningful ~ you're actually yearning for God without knowing it.  After you find him, you yearn for him still more because you have now beheld his beauty and tasted his sweet love.

Jesus Can Make Us Whole

        Today at Communion time, when I heard the priest declare, "This is the Lamb of God who takes away the sins of the world," my thoughts ran like this ~ if Jesus can take away my sins, surely he can take away my imperfections and all the other little warts.  This gave me great confidence in asking for him to make me whole. 

Where Is Your True Home?

         This early morning as I drove on the road, I noticed an eerie beauty in the distant scene as I gazed ahead, for there were grey clouds and the sun was not fully up yet.  I  thought of the many other beautiful sights and things in the world and the question "Would you want to live forever in this world?" popped into my mind.  Let's say that you will not even age or get sick, what would your answer be? 

        I know I wouldn't want to remain in this world forever.  There are beauties and pleasures around, but there are also wars, natural disasters, accidents, and worst of all, evil.  As time marches on, I sense more and more that I am just journeying through this world.  Now that I have known Christ the Lord, my true home is definitely not here below anymore.    

God Smoothes Our Way

        Today's Responsorial Psalm (119) starts out: "Those who love your law have great peace, and for them there is no stumbling block."  I couldn't agree with that more.  May I add that for those who love the Lord, it's smooth sailing all the way. 



Move Forward Always

        Today the Lord made me see that I should not lose peace over my imperfections as long as my intention is good.  We are imperfect and this is a fact.  To feel bad about it is being self-centered.  Let each slip be an opportunity to put even more faith in God, knowing that only he can make us perfect.  Therefore, move forward always, following our one and only bright, shining light.

Rejecting Christ Is...

rejecting the greatest possible love that could be ours for the asking.       

Amazing Universe by Amazing God

        I saw the picture of the earth from the space on one TV presentation.  It's covered mostly with water and I could imagine it rotating and traveling through space around the sun consistently for perhaps billions of years already. This is truly quite amazing.  If you go back far enough in time, people would have a hard time believing in this, but today it's a known fact. 

        Like that is the revelation that God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him might not perish but might have eternal life.  This is also amazing and hard to believe, but true. 

        All I want to say is that we live in an amazing universe created by an amazing God.  

To Live Without Fear

        I see people living in all kinds of fear; but do you know that when you rest in Jesus, all fears vanish?  It works, not because it happens to work, but because Jesus is the truth!  He simply takes care of all who trust in him. 

To Know God Well

        Have you ever been in awe of God?  If the answer is no, then your probably don't know him very well yet.

        What is the love of your life?  If it's not God, then you probably don't know God that well yet.       

All God Asks

        All God asks of us is that we let go in him so that he may freely mold us into new creatures pleasing to him.  Then our estranged relationship with him will be no more and we are welcomed back as sons and daughters of his family. 

Enjoy God

        God is to be worshipped, adored, and loved; but he is also to be enjoyed at all times, especially when he teaches you a lesson or fills you with joy.

The Past No Longer Relevant

        I realize that if I don't know Christ today, I would be a pretty unhappy person.  That's because looking back, I see that my childhood wasn't exactly happy, I studied the wrong subjects in college, didn't work at any jobs that really suited me, and wished that I had done so many things differently.  I rather felt sorry for myself for having wasted most of my own life.  Do I regret my past?  Now that I have found Christ, the answer is a resounding "no."  It's this past that lead me to Christ.  The joy has wiped out all the sorrows!  What the past was like is no longer relevant because having Christ is all that matters.

Sorrow to Gratitude to Joy

        It's Friday, the day to pray the Sorrowful Mysteries of the Holy Rosary.  When I thought about the suffering Jesus underwent, I felt great sorrow.  Then after I realized that he did it so that we could be saved, gratitude followed.  Finally, when I saw that I had been saved and was to return to the bosom of the Father, gratitude turned into great joy.  A beautiful progression.  And the best is yet to come! 

Humility Is...

being nothing ourselves before God so that we become totally dependent upon him.       

Following God

        To show our trust in the Lord, let us not waste any time mulling over things that could happen but have not happened yet.  Seek to do God's will alone and not what we want for ourselves.  Follow, follow, and follow ~ let things happen the Lord's way. 

         

The Lord Uplifts Us

        After I received Holy Communion this morning, I felt that I was being lifted to a new level of existence.  Call it a closer union, a renewal in the Holy Spirit or whatever ~ a new freedom was experienced.

A Most Significant Question

        In today's Gospel reading from Mark 8:34-9:1, Jesus sayings deserve our utmost attention.  The most poignant question he asked: "What profit is there for one to gain the whole world and forfeit his life?"  It's clear that our life continues on into eternity.  The question is serious, most significant, and one that we must consider in our spiritual journey.

To Think as God Does

        In today's Gospel reading from Mark 8, Jesus rebukes Peter for thinking not as God does, but as human beings do.  Obviously, we need to have the mind of Christ to think right.  This again calls for union with God. 

        The tragedy of the world is that people do not see beyond their own immediate future or surroundings, and their thinking is basically self-centered .  To think as God does, one must first look beyond this life and keep the overall picture in mind.  The more we become united with Jesus, the more we'll be like him in every way. 

Essential Praying

        To prove that we truly love and/or forgive someone, we must follow up by praying for that person from the bottom of our heart.  And God will reward us with peace. 

Purity of Faith

        God wants us to be pure in thoughts.  Today he let me see that it's important to be pure in our faith also.  A pure faith is like a child's belief, containing no trace of doubt.  There is a total abandonment here.  The absolute truth deserves absolute trust.      

Lessons Learned ~ a Summary

        This is kind of like a midterm review since the blog started in September, 2009.  I've learned a lot from the Lord.  Let me add that what a joy it has been to learn from the Holy Spirit.  Here is a teacher who is infinitely patient, gentle, and loving.  He never punishes you for being a slow learner; in fact, he encourages you by consoling you at the right moments.

        Here is a brief summary of the lessons learned.

        (1) Humility is absolutely necessary to approach God and ego is the biggest obstacle in our way.  (Sincerely ask God to root it out and he will do just that in time.)

        (2) The Holy Eucharist is the Sacrament Jesus had instituted for us to attain union with God.  The grace that comes through receiving it is more than sufficient to transform us into a new creature in Christ.  (Tap God's great power instead of struggling on your own.)

        (3) All the Lord asks of us is to sin no more and rest in him, and he'll grant you freedom and peace.

The Holy Eucharist Renews Us

        This morning as I received the Lord in Holy Communion, I saw the parallel between the act of receiving him and the creation of man by God at the beginning.  At creation, God blew into the nostrils of man made out of clay the breath of life and man became a living being.  At Holy Communion, God himself, the bread of life, enters us and we are renewed.  It's such a momentous moment.  The iconic image of the hand of God giving life to Adam as portrayed by Michelangelo in the Sistine Chapel ceiling comes to my mind.  When we receive the Holy Eucharist, God actually touches us and breathes a new life into us.  What an awe-inspiring moment!!!         

On Accepting or Rejecting the Truth

        Today's Alleluia verse is John 14.6:  "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me."  This is a huge claim ~ any nonbeliever must deal with it.  Either Jesus spoke the truth or he's delusional.  I personally found that all the rest about Jesus supports this claim ~ the pieces just fit together.  And my own spiritual experience also bears witness to its truth.  

        In the Gospel from Mark 8, we learn that the Pharisees came to seek a sign from Jesus to test him ~ they did not see that the greatest sign from heaven was the Lord himself.  It just shows that if you reject something that happens to be the truth, you remain blind.  Accept it and you are illuminated.   

All Is Up to Us

        The morning at Mass, the priest's basic message was that God has done his part, has given us the ten commandments and the good news.  Now, with our free will it's up to us to choose to follow him or not.  If we end up in eternal separation from God, we have only ourselves to blame because God has come not to condemned us, but to save us.  It's good to be reminded of the crucial role our free will plays.      

The Beauty of Surrendering to God

        When you have surrendered to God, you know that you have reconciled to him and are back in the right place, and the soul feels free and peaceful.  It's that home-sweet-home feeling intensified manyfold.         

The I-Don't-Care Attitude

        I'll explain what this means and you'll see that it is a good thing.  All I care about is doing God's will and not care about how it's going to affect me.  For example, if I feel that maintaining this blog is for God's glory, then I do not care how many readers are out there, who's reading it, how many of my friends know about it, what the readers think of the blog, etc.  In other words, anything that concerns the ego must be ignored because it disrupts following the the Lord single-mindedly, thus robbing me of peace.  

What to Do with God

        If you believe that God really exists, what do you think that we should do with him?  Just by cold logic, we know that we should worship him, listen to him, and obey him, for he is the greater.  Now that we know that God actually is our Father who loves us, all the more then we should adore, love, and serve him.

Obedience, the Key

        Today is Friday.  Since Monday the story of creation from Genesis has been read at Mass.  This morning Adam and Eve disobeyed God and tomorrow we'll learn that God banished them from the garden of Eden.  Now the good news for all of us is that we can get back to God again by obeying him through Christ, our Savior.  

How God Works in Us

        I've been reading on and off The Ascent of Mount Carmel by St. John of the Cross.  He writes that the work of God is passive and supernatural and that of man active and natural, and that this natural activity of man is what would extinguish the spirit.  The point is made again and again at various spots.  It's true that when we initiate actively many thoughts and ideas, we do not hear God speaking anymore ~ we are our own obstacles again.  It's through listening and waiting that God can teach us, lead us, and bring about the union with him.  This is the meaning of saying that the work of God is passive.

Most Satisfying Joy

        Knowing that Jesus is pleased.

God's Simple Demand

        After receiving Holy Communion today, I felt so content in the Lord that I could just rest in him and let everything else in the world go by.  To show my gratitude, I thought I should do something.  We normally thank a good human friend by taking him/er out to dinner or giving him/er a special gift ~ it's the same thinking I had here.  Then I heard the Lord say: "Just sin no more and come rest in me.  You don't need to do anything else to prove anything to me."  I was surprised that the Lord was that easy to please.  When I thought about it afterwards, it became clear that all he wants from us is our love and he's content when he receives that.  We run away from God because we create our own fictitious fear of him.          

You Must Ask to Receive

        Today's Gospel reading was taken from Mark 7.  Jesus drove the demon out of the daughter of a Greek women after she came begging him to do it.  And the Lord did just that because of her faith.  My thoughts go like this.  Obviously, Jesus can accomplish anything, but we need to ask him first.  Our world is in such a terrible mess and will remains so until it turns to the Lord to ask for help.  The solution is clear, but this generation just does not get it, at least not yet.   

The Power of God's Word

        I was very impressed by the Alleluia verse read at today's Mass from James 1: "Humbly welcome the word that has been planted in you and is able to save your souls."  The message is crystal clear.

The Yearning for God

        In an earlier post, I mention that God will not be happy until he has all of us.  This is also true the other way around; that is, we won't be fully happy until we have all of God.  

        At the beginning, we discover God and our life becomes meaningful.  As we get to know God better, we yearn for a more intimate relationship.  Eventually, we seek complete union with him in this life.  But God is so beautiful that even at full union the yearning for more of him does not stop.  Indeed, we and God are made for each other.  We'll never be fully content until we get to heaven.  I consider this to be our tremendously good fortune.             

Dealing with Our Enemies

        Jesus wants us to love our enemies.  Here are the various degrees of dealing with the enemies.

        (1) We hate them, wishing them the worst.

        (2) We don't like them, trying to forget them.

        (3) We still don't like them; nevertheless, we pray for them knowing that it's the right thing to do.

        (4) We see that God loves them too and no longer dislike them.  In fact, we pity them and ask God to bless them and lead them to salvation.  And we are at peace because the Lord's will has been done.

Live for God First

        In today's Gospel reading from Mark 7, Jesus points out that it's what comes out from within the heart that defiles a person.  We care so much about how we look outwardly to others and neglect to check our interiors which God alone sees.  We condition the body and forget all about the soul.  What God thinks of us is so much more important than what other people think.  Let's redress this imbalance and start living for God first.       

Believe in the Infinite God

        We either believe in something or we don't.  Half-believing can only mean that you are not sure yet.  The space between "true" and "false" is a vacuum.  Therefore, if I believe in God, I can go all the way for he is absolutely true.  We can deepen our faith infinitely in our infinite God.  Believe and live a miraculous life.