Most Impressive Prayer

        Which of the following moves the Lord the most when we pray?  (1) We pray with beautiful words, (2) We prayer on our knees, (3) We pray vocally, (4) We pray when we are holy.  Actually, the answer is none of the above.  God is most pleased when we pray with total sincerity from the heart.

Let God Be First

        Today's Communion verses are from Matthew 19.  "I solemnly tell you: those who have left everything and followed me will be repaid a hundredfold and will gain eternal life."  This is another paradox.  To give up your own life for Jesus' sake and you will live.  To forge your own desires and follow his wishes and you will be free.  To deny yourself and you'll be accepted by him.  To be meek and humble and you'll be exalted.  These are different ways of saying more or less the same truth.  Make sure that God always comes first and you'll be right behind him.     

Faith Most Precious

        Today I am just thinking how good it is to have faith in Christ.  This faith in the true God is such a beautiful gift from him that it's more precious than my life.  It connects me to God, enabling me to receive and learn love from him.  It guides me unerringly.  By it, I am transformed.  To have this faith is to have God and all his blessings.  As for the whole world, I am letting it go.  

Listen to Jesus

        Today is the Feast of the Transfiguration of the Lord.  The Gospel reading is from Matthew 17:1-9.  When Jesus was transfigured, his face shone like the sun and his clothes became white like light ~ this was even more stunning than his walking on water.  (Then everything about Jesus was extraordinary.)  Moses and Elijah appeared to converse with him.  Peters, James, and John who were with him were obviously dumbfounded and Peter blabbed that he would make three tents there, one for Jesus, one for Moses, and one for Elijah.  Really, what else can you say when you witness such a glorious sight?  Then a voice came from a bright, overhead cloud, saying: "This is my beloved Son, with whom I am well pleased; listen to him."  Yes, we should pay attention to the command "listen to him,"  as it is logical, sensible, and wise for us to obey, unless you don't believe that the transfigured Jesus is the Lord. 

Learning from Past Mistakes

        During meditation after Mass, I recollected some of the mistakes I've made in the past.  The Holy Spirit showed me that I must never stop learning from him even though I have gone wrong.  I should not be so harsh on myself that I get discouraged.  Instead I must remain humble, continue learning, and be benefited by the mistakes.  The positive things about having recognized past mistakes are that it forces me to deal with them now with greater trust in God and that in the future I must search my heart harder for the will of God before venturing into anything new.   

Holy Spirit, Best Guide

        I am praying a Novena to the Holy Spirit requesting a certain favor, today being the 4th day.  After finishing the prayers, I decided to ask the Holy Spirit to take over my life completely in every area.  What better guides than the Holy Spirit are there?  None!  The Holy Spirit is all one needs to walk in the way of God in this life.

Seeking God's Will

        This morning after Mass, I sought God's will on a certain matter.  I needed him to show me exactly what I should do.  He made the following clear to me:

        Make sure that (1) you are not just seeking an easy way out, (2) you don't just want to avoid confrontation, (3) you are not being greedy or seeking personal gains, (4) you are not trying to get even with or take revenge on someone,  (5) you don't take the try-&-see-what-happens approach, and (6) you get yourself out of my way so that I may show you clearly what I want you to do.  Then do it with no concern about what others may think.        

Hunger for Spiritual Learning

        I got well enough to resume going to morning Mass.  Praise Jesus.   The sickness made me appreciate every moment of life even more ~ it is not to be squandered away, but to be consumed in serving God.  I did not receive any strong thoughts for posting today; during Mass I just had a yearning for the Holy Spirit to teach me anything ~ a hunger for spiritual learning.  Any wisdom or "revelation" received from God is so much more exciting, rewarding, and beneficial than knowledge picked up at a scholarly institution.  It affects the heart and delights the soul.

We Own Nothing

        Today is the Memorial of St. Alphonsus Liguori.  The Communion verse, John 15.16, reads: "You have not chosen me; I have chosen you.  Go and bear fruit that will last."

        It got me thinking.  Jesus was actually telling us that God initiates the calling and we merely respond.  God is the source of all graces and we are the receptacles.  We really have nothing that's ours to give.  To start out, God made the whole of each of us.  We came into this world empty-handed.  If I consider anything that's already here mine, I would be like a robber taking what really doesn't belong to him.  This awareness helps me to remain humble and be detached from all things.  We are nothing and we cannot truly own anything ~ we can only belong (to God preferably).  Our duty is to follow God always.           

Soul More Important than Body

        I got the idea for this message from reading City of God by Mary of Agreda.  

        Body and soul ~ these are what each of us possesses.  The temporal goods are created by God for the sole purpose of sustaining life.  This need is easily satisfied, yet we devote so much time, so much care, so much physical exertion, and so much mental power to the life of the body, of which we know not the duration nor the end.  On the other hand, how much time do we spare on the poor soul?  For some, perhaps just  one hour near the end of life?  Such disproportion must be addressed and corrected for the sake of the soul, which is infinitely more important than the body.