How to Find God

        In case you are still searching for God, here is the best attitude to assume. It is the same as for those who seek union with God. The goal is to know God, so the keyword again is "passive." You will not find God if you actively search everywhere, reading all kinds of books, etc. Believe that he exists and tell him that you want to know him. Then remain humble, passive, and open, waiting for him to speak to your heart. 

Better than Winning the Lottery

      Perhaps everyone in his lifetime has dreamed of winning the lottery. In reality, the chance of winning any lottery for anyone is infinitesimal. And when someone wins, he is the sole winner. Does winning make the winner any happier in the end? Not according to one documentary I watched on past lottery winners. 

      Dreaming that you succeed in entering heaven is a much better choice. Chances are you'll surely succeed if you follow certain instructions. There is no limit to how many people can win. And winning guarantees everlasting happiness.  

We Must Decide

        Today is the Memorial of St. John Neumann. The Communion antiphon, Matthew 19.29, reads: Everyone who has given up home, brothers, or sisters, father or mother, wife or children or property for my sake will receive many times as much and inherit everlasting life. Suppose you do not know that Jesus had said it and hear someone else saying it now, you would definitely think that the speaker must be crazy to make such a promise unless, of course, the speaker happens to be God. This is just another saying of Jesus that compels us to decide whether he was a crazy man or is God.   

Anxiety-Free Living

        I talked about how we should live the present moment, not the past nor the future. This means that we focus upon doing God's will every moment. Living as such will inevitably lead us to our final destination of bliss in heaven. 

To See My Bad Side

        Communion experience. I wanted the Lord to reveal all my faults and shortcomings.

Close the Gap

        A gap usually exists between what one preaches and what one practices. Perhaps it's a the-heart-is-willing-but-the-flesh-is-weak case. Perhaps it's just easily said than done. One can talk about God all the time but fail to show love in one instance. This is the gap I want to bring attention to. Only with God's help can we live up to our own expectations.

Move On, Focus, and Forget

        Each of us has many experiences in life that seem hard to forget. Most recently, someone turned out to be not the person he had made others believe him to be ~ that was both a surprise and a disappointment. It made me think that one should never trust anyone fully. Then the right thought came to me: We should move on, focus upon God alone, and forget all else that disturbs our peace. 

Receiving the Triune God

        Communion experience. It's not just Jesus entering me; it's the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit ~ the glorious Holy Trinity ~ all entering me!

To Be in the Gospel

        Today's Gospel reading was John 1:29-34. To see all the amazing things, you must put yourself in the scene, in the story. Listening to the Gospel read as a bystander won't do you any good. In the reading, John the Baptist claimed that he did not know Jesus, yet when he saw Jesus coming toward him, he referred to him as the Lamb of God, who takes away the sin of the world ~ God must have revealed this to John. John also proclaimed that Jesus existed before him. We know that John was born before Jesus, so he must be referring to Jesus' eternal existence. John also testified that he saw the Spirit come down like a dove from the sky and remain upon Jesus. Last he said, "Now I have seen and testified that he is the Son of God." ~ quite amazing that from the very beginning, John already knew and announced publicly who Jesus is. 

How to Sin No More

        Reading 1 at morning Mass came from 1 John. The last verse read from Chapter 3 stuck in my mind: No one who remains in him (Jesus Christ) sins; no one who sins has seen him or known him. Therefore, know Jesus and remain in him and we no longer sin.

Involving the Heart

       I've been photographing on and off my whole life. I learned photography by reading many books on the subject. At the beginning, not knowing what to look for, I just took a lot of pictures and tried to find any good ones I might have shot. Gradually, I began to let my heart tell me if what I see is worth being photographed or not. That is, I looked for images that connect with me visually, emotionally, or even at the spiritual level. The result was that no longer did I waste any shots and what I captured always revealed my personal vision, identifying me as the photographer. This has been a most satisfying experience.
        I bring this up because I see that seeking holiness is somewhat analogous to becoming an accomplished photographer. Reading spiritual books, joining prayer groups, and participating in other such activities can definitely inspire you to become holy; but if you want to reach sainthood, you must approach God with an open heart and make connection with him directly, as in seeking union with him.  

Heaven Is Ready

        Today being 1st Friday of the month, we had Eucharistic adoration after Mass. The "O saving Victim" was sung. It went like this:

   
         O saving Victim, op'ning wide

         The gate of heaven to all below,

         Our foes press on from ev'ry side;

         Thine aid supply, thy strength bestow.

The first two lines got my attention ~ the gate of heaven is wide open! This means that God is ready for us to go back to him! What's holding us up?   

What Can We Give to God?

        At Mass again this morning, when the bread was being consecrated, the priest broke the host and said as Jesus did at the Last Supper, "Take this, all of you, and eat of it: for this is my body which will be given up for you." I heard Jesus giving up his own body! I started to think what I can give up for him ~ I came up with nothing because there is nothing I can consider to be mine. All I could do was abandoning myself to the Lord. 

       Next thought. If we truly have nothing that's ours, then why so many of us are keeping so many things in this world to themselves?      

Road to Holiness

        To want to be holy is laudable. Many books, videos, homilies, TV programs, workshops, etc., can be inspiring, but by what means can we make progress? The logical answer is to let God help us. How? Again, seeking union with God is the way ~ you receive immediate, direct help from the Lord along the way and you are holy when you reach union with him. 

Are You Honest with God?

        We all tend to protect ourselves and keep secrets to ourselves. Hence, opening ourselves up completely to God is not easy, something we normally don't think of doing. To be honest with God is to be willing to let God see everything in your heart and in your mind ~ if he reveals things that shouldn't be there, you must be willing to let God root them out even to the point swallowing your pride to make amends. If you are not ready for that, God is not yet an integral part of your life. 

We Belong in God's Family

        Today is the Solemnity of the Blessed Virgin Mary, the Mother of God. In the 2nd reading from Galatians 4, Paul tells us that through the work of Christ we are now adopted sons and daughters, also heirs, of God. This makes me see that God has always considered us to be his own, never outside the family. He will never reject us, only us rejecting him. With this awareness, we can confidently follow Christ to our home ~ great news!  

False Living

      All hopes not placed in God are false hopes. Worshiping pop stars, name brands, glamour, wealth, economic power . . . and not the true God is false worship. It's sad that people have built their own little Berlin wall around them to keep God out and continue to live in false hopes, false dreams, and with false beliefs. Make us see the light, Lord!

Christ Is Hope!

        On this 1st day of 2015, I wish I can start posting on a happy note, but I was disturbed and saddened by the news yesterday that a 17-year-old transgender teenager in Ohio committed suicide after years of struggling with her Christian parents' refusal to acknowledge her true identity as a female. I know that there are lots of people out there who are depressed for different reasons, feeling that there is no hope for them anymore ~ how I wish, how I wish I can convey to and convince them that Christ is our hope, that he is the answer, that he is the help they need, and that he loves them and can turn everything around for them! Help us, Lord.